It's 3 and its still raining, i feel clouds know whats going on with me. Regardless i still stand tall don't have a choice either.
Thought to send an email and ask about the same THE LAST TIME till i declare its gone. Did it got a reply and i feel i shouldn't have written it. I fail to understand this world time and again. At times i feel animals are way better they can't speak unlike we humans.
I have been going through a very rough patch not that it has started few months back but its been getting dragged for quite long now , guess 5 years. Problem is don't know where to go and where to restart from, neither do i have the confidence to do so. My friends, my surroundings have started making me feel even worse ,,,,,
I need to bring back my focus to life , i feel shattered thinking about Aj and my life. i fail to understand the reactions. God will pay a heavy price for this action which he has taken on me.
Living alone is no more fun, i need to talk to Aj, smile and live happily but i can't.
Ages since i smiled and lived a happy life, now i don't even see that coming ever ......................... !!
Thought to send an email and ask about the same THE LAST TIME till i declare its gone. Did it got a reply and i feel i shouldn't have written it. I fail to understand this world time and again. At times i feel animals are way better they can't speak unlike we humans.
I have been going through a very rough patch not that it has started few months back but its been getting dragged for quite long now , guess 5 years. Problem is don't know where to go and where to restart from, neither do i have the confidence to do so. My friends, my surroundings have started making me feel even worse ,,,,,
I need to bring back my focus to life , i feel shattered thinking about Aj and my life. i fail to understand the reactions. God will pay a heavy price for this action which he has taken on me.
Living alone is no more fun, i need to talk to Aj, smile and live happily but i can't.
